The escape I’d like to call hibernation
You were an incarnation , a summer solstice , an altruistic joy
The colour clustered rainbow after a ferocious storm
Happiness followed sorrow , your absence threw me below
Deeper than those wretched holes which transported us to Wonderlands.
Instead, I was thrown into the pit of preposterous emotions
A sanctity , a black hole that never coughs you out
Nostalgic pains , sinister memories , gloomy paraphernalias
I swore to forget , bubbled in low level marshes ,
my feet shriveling with their monstrosities.
Creeping , seeping , they worked their way in
Promises of tomorrow became tragedies of the past
I was stuck in the present , the middle void of agony
Wounds so psychological , razor blades were caresses
as I searched for the truth in my haemoglobin.
Only to be dissapointed.
Wrapped in the blanket of depression , I surrendered
Injected with an ache so incomprehensible , so raw
Shattering hope , faith and the core of hedonism.
What had I done wrong to not deserve you ,
Nor a chance to say goodbye , I begged
for a closure I’ll never encounter , so I shut
down my thoughts of you and went to sleep.
So tell me , if we accept the love we think we deserve
What do we do when its taken away from us ?